by Stacey Hilliard | May 20, 2024 | Conversations
A number of people came up after service asking about the piece Jenny and I played –
Spiegel im Spiegel – and its composer,
Arvo Pärt, who is actually my favorite living composer, in large part due to his spiritual transformation and the resulting pivot to mystic minimalism. (See and hear a recording on Crawford’s YouTube channel,
here.)
The title means “mirror in the mirror”, sonifying two mirrors facing each other, producing a cascade of identical images that appears to cascade infinitely ahead. The piece gives me the feeling of staring deeper into the reflection, looking for its origin, its starting place. The deeper I go, the more the ‘here and now’ reveals its infinitude.
As parents, we see ourselves mirrored in our son’s words and behaviors more and more (for better or worse). He embodies that which he reflects, just as we reflect our parents and mentors, and they theirs, ad infinitum. Our best glimpse of what unites us with all that came before, and with all that stretches far ahead, is the steady breath of the here and now, the Ruach, which is the Sancte Spiritu, the same reflection manifested in Acts, in Pärt’s personal spiritual transformation, and, hopefully, for you this very day.
Arvo composes from a place of mystic meditation and spiritual discipline, listening inwardly rather than projected outwardly. Through this act, we might recognize and resonate with the invisible spirituality of others. As he says, “We cannot see what is in the heart of another person. Maybe he is a holy man, and I can see only that he is wearing the wrong jacket.”
Here is a favorite recording of
Spiegel im Spiegel. Like most great recordings, the musicians aren’t simply playing notes, but sounding themselves, as if listening to a mirror of their own infinite reflection. To add to your listening, my favorite of Pärt’s works is his
Berliner Messe, which begins
with this stunning Kyrie. I imagine heaven sounding like this.
As for the
song “Breathe” from Sunday, it reflects this same Spirit. I only wish we could insert our choir in our recording. Actually, if you listen closely, you can hear me sniffling as Jenny marches down the aisle to
this wedding version I arranged for string quartet, sung by a friend one month shy of five years ago.
Thank you for reading. Whatever you face this week, don’t forget to breathe!
– James G.
Music Director
Crawford Memorial United Methodist Church
by Stacey Hilliard | May 12, 2024 | Sermons
“Sola Scriptura!” was the rallying cry of the Protestant Reformation in the 16th century; Scripture alone was to guide our lives and decisions. John Wesley had a more nuanced view than the earlier reformers, and Wesley scholars have come to call his approach to making decisions the “Quadrilateral.” This sermon, being delivered on Mother’s Day 2024, also celebrates Susanna Wesley, John Wesley’s mother, and the impact she had on John’s education and spiritual development.
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by Stacey Hilliard | May 7, 2024 | News
The postponed 2020 General Conference of the United Methodist church was successfully held April 23-May 3, 2024, in Raleigh, NC. Pastor Anne Robertson summarized many of the decisions made there in a sermon she delivered on Sunday, May 5 (read her sermon here) In addition, United Methodist Communications produced this video that includes brief interviews with conference delegates and information about the worship, work, and fellowship that happened at this year’s conference.
by Stacey Hilliard | May 5, 2024 | Sermons
We’ve already visited two of Wesley’s “Means of Grace” in Communion and Baptism. But there are more. In this sermon, Pastor Anne Robertson invites us to look at how Wesley saw meeting together in “holy conferencing” as a means of receiving God’s grace. In addition and as an example, she reviewed some of the most significant decisions made at the 2024 General Conference which ended 2 days prior to her delivery of this sermon.
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by Stacey Hilliard | Apr 21, 2024 | Sermons
With Earth Day approaching, we’ll look at the plain text of that question: “Can we still save the earth as a home fit for human habitation?” But we’ll also look at what John Wesley thought about the theological aspects of that question: “Can this planet be redeemed?” Wesley had some thoughts on whether it was really only people that God was concerned with redeeming.
— Pastor Anne
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